Lord Help me...

Lord I have a prayer. Just help me in this situation. Give me words, wisdom, and composure. This is a world with which I am unfamiliar. I have to work hard to compose myself. I don't need to be liked but I need to be fair. I need to be fair to them and myself, give me grace, love and forgiveness for these people. You said "do good to those who spitefully use you." I have been manipulated and used and I feel such. It is so dark right now but I still believe I am here because you brought me here. I believe I have a purpose and a call where I am. I believe you love me and you go with me tomorrow come what may. Prepare my way. Walk with me. Guide me. I do not have the wisdom but you do I I lean on you, for you are my strength. I do not walk alone. YOU have a plan and I will trust you. With all that I am I will trust you. I am so glad I am not alone I anything I go through I just wish I always remembered that I am not alone. You are so faithful.